Aurelias Accipitris
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Post by Aurelias Accipitris on Mar 21, 2017 7:06:08 GMT -8
Aurelias weathered Hayan's out burst with wide-eyed amazement as he learned how she saw him. It was odd to hear someone voice such a... high opinion of him? He wasn't really sure it was just odd that someone besides his brother had seen past his words to the underlying actions. To ignore how he tried to present himself and instead search for the truth underneath. He shifts uncomfortably as she throws out her final words half question half accusation. "Well I guess you've made your choice." He says finally the sardonic response sounding forced even to him. "I... Don't know what I want. But I guess you want me how I am and I already said you should do what you want."
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Post by Deleted on Mar 21, 2017 9:38:15 GMT -8
She harumphed, "Do you want me by your side, yes or no?" She finally said. She only gave him two choices of answer and made sure to add "Telling me you don't know is a cop out, you tell me yes or no. Do you want me?"
Hayan was no longer fierce by the end of that, her voice was soft again and she was searching his eyes. "It doesn't matter what my choice is."
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Aurelias Accipitris
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Post by Aurelias Accipitris on Mar 21, 2017 12:46:41 GMT -8
Damn it, why did it have to be his fucking choice? Well, that was actually kind of obvious but still, he didn't know what he wanted. He felt like agreeing to have Hayan along would change things in a way he didn't understand. However, he didn't want her to just go and leave him alone either. Running a hand through his hair he growls in frustration. "I don't want you to go, but I don't know what will happen if you stay and that fucking bothers me alright!" He doesn't quite shout at her but it is a near thing. "I don't know what I want, it never mattered before. I just did whatever Nick needed me to do and that was enough."
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Post by Deleted on Mar 21, 2017 13:31:27 GMT -8
She lifted her hands up to cup his face, said softly, "Now you need to do what is in your heart. Are you afraid of making choices because you might make mistakes? You have made plenty of choices in the time I have known you... You mustn't let others choose for you. I know because I feel just as you and you are the one who taught me better." She dropped her hands from his face and smiled up at him.
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Aurelias Accipitris
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Roleplay posts: 115
Age: 26
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Post by Aurelias Accipitris on Mar 21, 2017 17:54:08 GMT -8
Aurelias wavers in indecision not sure what to say to this. Sure he'd made choices with her but it was hard for him to explain exactly why this choice bothered him. It wasn't that he was afraid of choice exactly, it was more... This was him choosing a new purpose. In the past, his purpose had been Nick, even after his brother's death his purpose had been avenging him. He could make choices if he wanted but they'd all been... Under the umbrella of someone else's purpose a purpose that served a cause that someone else decided.
He felt like if he chose to travel with Hayan he'd be choosing a new purpose, he'd no longer be beholden to his brother but to... Her? Them? He wasn't sure what it would be but it would be something different. "If I chose you... I'm not sure who I would be anymore... It's hard to explain but Aurelias Accipitris lived for his brother. If I chose you, to admit I love you, then I would... I would start living for you. Identity comes from purpose, from duty and obligations. If I am living for you then who would I be Hayan?"
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Post by Deleted on Mar 21, 2017 19:14:36 GMT -8
"You would be you. Not all of your choices define you... The important ones do, certainly. And I am not asking for you to live for me, I am asking you to live WITH me if you want me to be by your side. You do not have to say that you love me... " Though she took note of him using the word admit. Still, there wasn't much she could do other than sigh and urge him toward town.
There wasn't much room at the local inn that night, she didn't bother to get two rooms. She went into town long enough to use what gold she was able to get a replacement dagger, a brush, and some extra clothing. She got a few other things, like a tent and pack to carry everything. When she was through, she decided to part with enough coin for a hot bath, something she rarely even got at the convent.
He would probably be in the room by the time she was submerged in the sandalwood scented water.
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Aurelias Accipitris
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Age: 26
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Post by Aurelias Accipitris on Mar 22, 2017 6:59:50 GMT -8
Aurelias stands there and wavers for several moments before realizing he'd made his damn choice, he just hadn't said it aloud. After a moment he follows after her because that was his choice. They departed company after securing a single room in the inn and he restocked his traveling supplies, but her guess was right he had left to buy so he was laying on the bed by the time her tub is filled.
He stares up at the ceiling as she soaks in the tub and he lets out a long slow sigh. "I guess, I've made my choice since I'm laying here." He finally says as he props himself off as she relaxes. "Which leaves me wondering what I am going to do now." He lets out a long slow sigh and holds up his hands. "This is what I was afraid of, not knowing where to go or what to do. Not that I did before but at least I was wondering aimlessly pretending I did."
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Post by Deleted on Mar 22, 2017 8:02:09 GMT -8
"I think you are over thinking," she said from her lounging position. "You have an opportunity to become better than just a second class citizen. If it helps you, perhaps you can ask yourself what Nick would decide for you... Did you ever want something that wasn't someone else's idea first?" She started soaping up, one shapely leg, nearly purring at her muscles starting to relax. She moved to the next and murmured, "This is nice. You are welcome to join me." She sighed in contentment. Thwen she cracked an eye open to peer at him, "I will wash your back," said in a soft, sing song way. She wasn't necessarily offering the goods at that moment, more of a means of relaxation, though she was sure some lovemaking would be in order later. She dipped her head back into the water for a washing while she waited for him to decide.
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Aurelias Accipitris
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Age: 26
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Post by Aurelias Accipitris on Mar 22, 2017 10:00:02 GMT -8
Aurelias shifts but doesn't respond to her inquiry on whether or not he'd ever pursued his own ideas. He had of course but not in the way she meant so it was... a gray area. Rolling he eyes the small copper tub and snorts. "Even if we could both fit in that tub we'd soak the floor of our room." His voice and eyes dance with amusement.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 22, 2017 12:23:44 GMT -8
She finished washing her hair just as he was done with his reply, so she stood up, her eyes watching him as she reached for a towel, "I am done but I can still wash your back if you wish. Water is still hot." Besides, when would they get the luxury again while on the road? Cool baths in a lake, perhaps but not a tub full of hot water!
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Aurelias Accipitris
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Roleplay posts: 115
Age: 26
Registered: Nov 24, 2016 18:21:49 GMT -8
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Post by Aurelias Accipitris on Mar 22, 2017 17:52:28 GMT -8
Rolling to his feet Aurelias strips without a word taking her place in the tub. She had a fair point and he was filthy and smelly enough that he wanted a bath, even if she hadn't seemed to mind. Once he is soaking in the tub he leans his head back and sighs in contentment. For the moment he suppose this would be enough for him.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 23, 2017 7:04:14 GMT -8
"Feels wonderful, no?" She asked after wrapping the towel around her. Kneeling behind him, she took hold of of the soap and began to lather up his shoulders, the fingers of one hand kneading at whatever knots of tension she might feel in the process, any aches he might have, any pains, replaced with a pleasant, warm and tingly sensation as she used healing fingers. It was not a sultry act, not meant to get him going,it was an act meant to try and ease him somehow. She would eventually work her way around to his chest and do the same thing and keep going until she had no more skib surface within reach.
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Aurelias Accipitris
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Roleplay posts: 115
Age: 26
Registered: Nov 24, 2016 18:21:49 GMT -8
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Post by Aurelias Accipitris on Mar 23, 2017 11:08:21 GMT -8
"Not bad, helps to have someone massaging my shoulders." He says with a chuckle as she lathers his body and works out the tension within them. Despite his apparently lazy and indolent indisposition he carried a lot of weight within his shoulders. Leaning his head back he plants a kiss on the side of her neck and says with a chuckle. "This is a good choice so far."
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Post by Deleted on Mar 23, 2017 15:02:32 GMT -8
She tilted her head to give him better access as she cupped water in her hands to rinse the soap away, as well as to lean in more to soap up other parts. "Aye?" She asked, distracted a little as he caught that sensitive spot. Her eyes were half lidded as she slowed her pace. To keep herself from getting too distracted, she reached for the wooden bowl on the floor near the tub, wetting his hair and lathering. "If you keep kissing me like that, I might get too distracted to pamper you."
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Aurelias Accipitris
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Age: 26
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Post by Aurelias Accipitris on Mar 24, 2017 8:28:58 GMT -8
"You'd probably just pamper me in a different way." Aurelias says with a snort laying another lazy kiss on to the flesh of her neck before leaning his head back again. "You already have me naked after all." He raises his arm and watches water drip off of it and down into the tub. It did feel good having a woman wash him though, he'd not taken many woman to his bed and never shared a bath with one it was an interesting experience.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 24, 2017 8:46:19 GMT -8
"You are hoping so, aye?" She asked as she lathered her lover's hair. She rinsed the soap out, biting at her lip because he knew what he was doing by kissing her neck like that. Hayan finished rinsing his hair, then said huskily, "I never knew until I gave myself to you how good any of this felt. How is it you simply kiss my neck and my pulse leaps so?" She tried again to keep concentrating on washing the dirt away, her eyes half closed with the awareness.
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Aurelias Accipitris
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Age: 26
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Post by Aurelias Accipitris on Mar 24, 2017 14:18:36 GMT -8
"And you aren't?" Aurelias fires back as he lounges in the feeling of her fingers running over his scalp. "I don't know why it feels so good, maybe it has to do with willingness or your feelings." Or our feelings, he amends silently not quite ready to say it just yet. "Either way I say we just count ourselves lucky and leave it at that." He tilts his head to kiss the silken freshly washed skin of her neck once again enjoying how it feels against his lips.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 24, 2017 14:31:36 GMT -8
She gave a soft sigh and shivered, moving to set the bowl down. She straightened herself up, and moved to where he could see her. Her mouth curved into a smile and dropped the towel. "You know better than to ask that by now." She did not have a reply to the other. She padded over to the bed... Oh, heavens, a real bed!! She lay down and watched him through half closed eyes.
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Aurelias Accipitris
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Roleplay posts: 115
Age: 26
Registered: Nov 24, 2016 18:21:49 GMT -8
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Post by Aurelias Accipitris on Mar 24, 2017 15:11:19 GMT -8
"I do." Aurelias says as he rinses off the last of the lather, this done he gets to his feet and dries off with a clean towel. Once he feels he won't soak the linens through he join Hayan on the bed crawling up to her position. "Hmm, it will be nice to do this on something that doesn't have a rock underneath it." He says as his lips find hers and he drags her down into the black.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 24, 2017 22:09:11 GMT -8
She woke up later than intended, feeling better rested than she had felt In a long time... Oh, how she had missed a soft bed!! She nuzzled his chest sighing with the utmost content. She wanted to lie there a bit longer but they couldn't very well stay lazy, could they? After a sigh, she curled up closer, in denial about being awake. They would have to get up eventually, aye?
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