Countess Camilla Blake
Dedicated
Princess of Medan
Roleplay posts: 496
Age: 29
Physical Description: Race: Human
Hair: Red-gold
Eyes: Gold
Build: Athletic-slender
Clothes and Equipment: Hand crafted leather armor
Fur lined, brown cloak
Fur lined boots
Soft, white tunic and leggings
Compound Bow
Deer Antler Bow
Hand crafted arrows in a quiver
Two daggers
Formal described by post
Player's online availability : Unsure for now
Registered: Jan 13, 2015 13:21:30 GMT -8
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Post by Countess Camilla Blake on Oct 19, 2016 16:58:05 GMT -8
"I love you." she said, her lips resting on his shoulder. She nuzzled her face against his neck and curled an arm around him, she pulled her face back and looked at him. "I need you too. I never realized it, but I didn't love Evrand the way I do you. I remember how lonely it was because we never really got to be with one another much. I loved him and remember him fondly, but we never had a chance to know each other the way you and I know each other. I say this because there was a time I called for him too, but he was already gone by then... I remember the same pain and trying to call for him... And he never came... And I thought he abandoned me... But with you... I knew you would come and get me, I knew that I could count on you for you are always there." She needed to say these things. she had spent too much time feeling guilt for something not of her making. That and she needed Blake to know that she didn't pine for a dead man.
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Count Devrin Blake
Dedicated
Roleplay posts: 269
Age: 28
Physical Description: Standing a little over 6 feet tall, Blake is tall for an air marine. He has rugged features, a light stubble, and straight brown hair. His single remaining eye is brown in color. He is in excellent shape being a military man.
Clothes and Equipment: Standard air marine captain's uniform, and a cutlass.
Registered: Mar 9, 2016 15:41:30 GMT -8
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Post by Count Devrin Blake on Oct 19, 2016 18:13:46 GMT -8
A weight Blake didn't even know he'd been carrying feels like it's been lifted from his shoulders. He'd have never admitted it, even to himself, but part of him had always wondered if she still loved Evrand, that if the man somehow came back if she would go back to him and leave him alone. But here words banish that silent fear and leave him feeling whole. He knew she loved the man who'd been her husband, still loved Evrand in fact, but not as deeply as she loved him now. He has no words for that except "I love you Camilla." And then he kisses her, and in that kiss is the things he doesn't need to say about the depths of his love because she already knows. Blake would drag himself from his own grave to be there when she called.
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Countess Camilla Blake
Dedicated
Princess of Medan
Roleplay posts: 496
Age: 29
Physical Description: Race: Human
Hair: Red-gold
Eyes: Gold
Build: Athletic-slender
Clothes and Equipment: Hand crafted leather armor
Fur lined, brown cloak
Fur lined boots
Soft, white tunic and leggings
Compound Bow
Deer Antler Bow
Hand crafted arrows in a quiver
Two daggers
Formal described by post
Player's online availability : Unsure for now
Registered: Jan 13, 2015 13:21:30 GMT -8
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Post by Countess Camilla Blake on Oct 19, 2016 18:26:17 GMT -8
She closed her eyes and rested against him. There was no doubt that if Evrand lived, she would do the right thing... But she would hurt deeply for having to be away from Blake. But Evrand would have come to her by now if he lived... Her soul belonged to Blake... If it didn't, he wouldn't have heard her on the wind... Their bond was one for the books, that was for sure!
Camilla pressed her lips to his again, and she snuggled closer. Her hand took his and she guided it to her hip, and she whispered against his mouth, "You have my soul, always, Devrin Blake."
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Count Devrin Blake
Dedicated
Roleplay posts: 269
Age: 28
Physical Description: Standing a little over 6 feet tall, Blake is tall for an air marine. He has rugged features, a light stubble, and straight brown hair. His single remaining eye is brown in color. He is in excellent shape being a military man.
Clothes and Equipment: Standard air marine captain's uniform, and a cutlass.
Registered: Mar 9, 2016 15:41:30 GMT -8
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Post by Count Devrin Blake on Oct 19, 2016 18:37:52 GMT -8
"And you have mine Camilla Blake."
His voice matches her whisper and his hand traces lines up her exposed hip. Then he can't resist and he drags her down into the black again. The rest of the day passes in a similar fashion, just them on the bed alone, only interrupted when he leaves to fetch a meal for the two of them. The time is spent in equal measure of black and conversation, both equally enjoyable in Blake's eyes, until finally, they drift asleep sometime after the sun sets still tangled in each other's arms. Come what may, they had each other and that is all he needs.
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Countess Camilla Blake
Dedicated
Princess of Medan
Roleplay posts: 496
Age: 29
Physical Description: Race: Human
Hair: Red-gold
Eyes: Gold
Build: Athletic-slender
Clothes and Equipment: Hand crafted leather armor
Fur lined, brown cloak
Fur lined boots
Soft, white tunic and leggings
Compound Bow
Deer Antler Bow
Hand crafted arrows in a quiver
Two daggers
Formal described by post
Player's online availability : Unsure for now
Registered: Jan 13, 2015 13:21:30 GMT -8
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Post by Countess Camilla Blake on Oct 19, 2016 18:52:46 GMT -8
The next day, she requested a lounger be placed in the kitchen near the window. It was rainy and cold, so she couldn't go outside. Ugh, she wished she wasn't so tired all the time, she had so much to do. She dozed off and on, and listened to the sound of her in laws. Her hand seemed to rest always on her belly, her eyes fixed on the window for a time. Her mother in law seemed to hover as much as her son, making sure her needs were taken care of. Camilla was distracted, though, until a servant came in and said to her, "M'lady, you've more pretty gowns from the dressmaker, would ye like me to have them hung or pressed?"
"Hang them, please... I'll not be wearing them for a time." The girl curtsied and left.
She drew her knees up and rested her chin on them, saying to Blake's mother, "I wish to try and walk soon. I feel restless."
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Count Devrin Blake
Dedicated
Roleplay posts: 269
Age: 28
Physical Description: Standing a little over 6 feet tall, Blake is tall for an air marine. He has rugged features, a light stubble, and straight brown hair. His single remaining eye is brown in color. He is in excellent shape being a military man.
Clothes and Equipment: Standard air marine captain's uniform, and a cutlass.
Registered: Mar 9, 2016 15:41:30 GMT -8
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Post by Count Devrin Blake on Oct 19, 2016 19:19:11 GMT -8
Elora watches as the maid leaves to put the dresses away, a wistful look on her face. It had been a long time since she could get away wearing anything like the pretty dresses Camilla had. The old woman turns back to her daughter in law and raises an eyebrow. She knows that no one likes to feel infirm, but isn't sure if Camilla should be walking or not. Still, it'd be wrong to treat her like an invalid. The old woman moves to Camilla's side and offers her an arm.
"Alright, but let's try walking with some support first. Ease back into it dear. You know I swear I've never known anyone as prone to disaster as you, no offense meant."
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Countess Camilla Blake
Dedicated
Princess of Medan
Roleplay posts: 496
Age: 29
Physical Description: Race: Human
Hair: Red-gold
Eyes: Gold
Build: Athletic-slender
Clothes and Equipment: Hand crafted leather armor
Fur lined, brown cloak
Fur lined boots
Soft, white tunic and leggings
Compound Bow
Deer Antler Bow
Hand crafted arrows in a quiver
Two daggers
Formal described by post
Player's online availability : Unsure for now
Registered: Jan 13, 2015 13:21:30 GMT -8
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Post by Countess Camilla Blake on Oct 19, 2016 19:27:26 GMT -8
"To be fair," she said as she took the offered arm, grunting and struggling to her weak legs, "I wouldn't have met your son if I wasn't." She sighed and wobbled for a moment, then took a few, hesitant steps... her left foot seemed to drag a little, she couldn't tell if it was just numb from inactivity or she couldn't feel it. Fire also shot through her lower back, and she bit her tongue to stifle the pained whimper. She was determined to be normal, even though one could clearly see the affects the possession had on her.
As soon as they were one step too far, Camilla's legs buckled and she grabbed for something more solid, doing her best not to show her distress. She ducked her head as soon as she was supported against the counter, panting..
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Count Devrin Blake
Dedicated
Roleplay posts: 269
Age: 28
Physical Description: Standing a little over 6 feet tall, Blake is tall for an air marine. He has rugged features, a light stubble, and straight brown hair. His single remaining eye is brown in color. He is in excellent shape being a military man.
Clothes and Equipment: Standard air marine captain's uniform, and a cutlass.
Registered: Mar 9, 2016 15:41:30 GMT -8
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Post by Count Devrin Blake on Oct 19, 2016 19:40:17 GMT -8
"I suppose that's true dear, and you make him happier than he's ever been, so I suppose I'll count it as a blessing in disguise." Elora pats Camilla's hand where it rest on her arm, giving the woman support as she struggles to take a few steps before stumbling against the counter. "Are you alright dear? From what the healers told me that you are walking at all is a miracle, but perhaps we shouldn't push it today." The old woman's face is a mask of concern, she clearly wants to get Camilla back in her chair before the young woman falls.
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Countess Camilla Blake
Dedicated
Princess of Medan
Roleplay posts: 496
Age: 29
Physical Description: Race: Human
Hair: Red-gold
Eyes: Gold
Build: Athletic-slender
Clothes and Equipment: Hand crafted leather armor
Fur lined, brown cloak
Fur lined boots
Soft, white tunic and leggings
Compound Bow
Deer Antler Bow
Hand crafted arrows in a quiver
Two daggers
Formal described by post
Player's online availability : Unsure for now
Registered: Jan 13, 2015 13:21:30 GMT -8
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Post by Countess Camilla Blake on Oct 19, 2016 20:05:16 GMT -8
"I'm fine," she wheezed, white knuckled. "I'm alive, that counts for something, yes?" And then she leaned her head on the counter and saying, "The pain will pass... It will... It has to..." But it wasn't. She would take some deep breaths and force herself back up, getting back to the lounger in twice as long as it took to get to the counter. She lay on her side, grabbing for her pillow and hiding her face in it so she could muffle the moan.
Pain still radiated through her back after several minutes.
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Count Devrin Blake
Dedicated
Roleplay posts: 269
Age: 28
Physical Description: Standing a little over 6 feet tall, Blake is tall for an air marine. He has rugged features, a light stubble, and straight brown hair. His single remaining eye is brown in color. He is in excellent shape being a military man.
Clothes and Equipment: Standard air marine captain's uniform, and a cutlass.
Registered: Mar 9, 2016 15:41:30 GMT -8
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Post by Count Devrin Blake on Oct 19, 2016 20:14:03 GMT -8
"I'll get you something for the pain dear." There was no hiding your ills from a mother, even when it wasn't your own. Elora prepares a medicinal tea to help ease the pain and brings it to Camilla after a few minutes. Not long after that Blake comes into the room looking worried. He settles down next to Camilla and says concern thick in his voice. "Are you okay? You tried to walk? How did it go?" She looked awful, but that was par for the course these days, though is concerned he holds out hope that this is the sign of improvement to come.
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Countess Camilla Blake
Dedicated
Princess of Medan
Roleplay posts: 496
Age: 29
Physical Description: Race: Human
Hair: Red-gold
Eyes: Gold
Build: Athletic-slender
Clothes and Equipment: Hand crafted leather armor
Fur lined, brown cloak
Fur lined boots
Soft, white tunic and leggings
Compound Bow
Deer Antler Bow
Hand crafted arrows in a quiver
Two daggers
Formal described by post
Player's online availability : Unsure for now
Registered: Jan 13, 2015 13:21:30 GMT -8
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Post by Countess Camilla Blake on Oct 19, 2016 20:25:07 GMT -8
She took her face from the pillow and took the tea thankfully... Then she downed it, ignoring the heat. She was starting to get drowsy as Blake sat next to her and she sought his hand with hers, she looked at him and said, "Can't do it again..." She lay her cheek on his chest and said, "Loathe confinement, though." She needed to be able to move freely, to not need to be carried around. She looked up at him drowsily, then, mumbling, "Hate this."
Camilla wracked her brain for a solution. Perhaps someone could make some kind of wheelchair?
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Count Devrin Blake
Dedicated
Roleplay posts: 269
Age: 28
Physical Description: Standing a little over 6 feet tall, Blake is tall for an air marine. He has rugged features, a light stubble, and straight brown hair. His single remaining eye is brown in color. He is in excellent shape being a military man.
Clothes and Equipment: Standard air marine captain's uniform, and a cutlass.
Registered: Mar 9, 2016 15:41:30 GMT -8
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Post by Count Devrin Blake on Oct 19, 2016 20:39:12 GMT -8
"I've made a request to the king. They are looking for a specialist healer, someone who can repair the damage to your body." Blake says this with a forced smile, though he doesn't hold out much hope. The best healers in Gaulding had already looked at her, it would take some sort of divine intervention to see Camilla whole again. "I know you hate it love, but we will get through." He murmurs into her hair as he gathers her up in his arms. He rocks her back and forth gently, running a hand through her hair, and rubbing her back gently. It killed him to see her so, but he had to hold onto hope that she'd get better for if not for himself.
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Countess Camilla Blake
Dedicated
Princess of Medan
Roleplay posts: 496
Age: 29
Physical Description: Race: Human
Hair: Red-gold
Eyes: Gold
Build: Athletic-slender
Clothes and Equipment: Hand crafted leather armor
Fur lined, brown cloak
Fur lined boots
Soft, white tunic and leggings
Compound Bow
Deer Antler Bow
Hand crafted arrows in a quiver
Two daggers
Formal described by post
Player's online availability : Unsure for now
Registered: Jan 13, 2015 13:21:30 GMT -8
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Post by Countess Camilla Blake on Oct 20, 2016 7:21:23 GMT -8
She felt herself sink into a funk that she kept to herself for the most part, not complaining about the pain when she had every right to. She simply set her chin on his shoulder and told herself she wasn't fighting for herself, but for them. The tea was doing the job, she snuggled against Blake and sighed sleepily.
She awoke with a start later on, and realized someone had carried her to bed. It was still raining and the sun was still up. She lay there with her thoughts for a while, pondering on things that could help her be independent again. Sinking into despair was happening already, she couldn't let it drag her down.
Camilla rang the stupid bell that they had given her... It was hardly ever touched because she was stubborn... And she waited for a staff member to appear. When her lady's maid appeared, she said, "Please let my husband know I'll take dinner with him in here tonight, I'm not up for moving about. Please also tell my dear mother in law so she knows not to have the table set for us. I shall like help to get a bath, however, and I'd like to wear something comfortable after. Please inform the butler I wish to see him." After the butler came in, she said, "I'd like you to inform the staff that we need to prepare for cooler months, but don't rush about it... I'd like to keep the lighter drapes for as long as we can get away with it, the heavy drapes are depressing..." She saw the butler smile as she took on her role as Mistress of the house, something she hadn't really done yet. She was a lot more reasonable than his previous employer, he was only too happy to do his work.
"Please send word to the dressmaker that I wish for her to make new gowns for the master's mother, I saw the look in her eyes when she saw mine. And lastly, please do not let the rest of the staff act gloomy... I'm not dead and it doesn't help me to see sadness or pity. I'm ready for my bath now. Poppycock if the healers think it doesn't help."
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Count Devrin Blake
Dedicated
Roleplay posts: 269
Age: 28
Physical Description: Standing a little over 6 feet tall, Blake is tall for an air marine. He has rugged features, a light stubble, and straight brown hair. His single remaining eye is brown in color. He is in excellent shape being a military man.
Clothes and Equipment: Standard air marine captain's uniform, and a cutlass.
Registered: Mar 9, 2016 15:41:30 GMT -8
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Post by Count Devrin Blake on Oct 20, 2016 9:39:22 GMT -8
The countesses orders are of course obeyed to the best of the staff's ability. A bath warm bath is drawn and two maidservants assist Camilla in getting cleaned and scrubbed. Once she has been she dressed in a clean nightgown and escorted back to bed, less than an hour later Blake enters her room carrying a tray with tonight's dinner. Beef bourguignon with a side of bread and a light garden salad. He settles the tray down on the bed and gives Camilla a smile, reaching out to run a hand through her hair.
"You are going to get better. You're a fighter."
He says this with a smile and for once he genuinely believes it with all his heart. He'd heard how she was acting and could sense her determination, she'd get better she was too strong willed not to.
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Countess Camilla Blake
Dedicated
Princess of Medan
Roleplay posts: 496
Age: 29
Physical Description: Race: Human
Hair: Red-gold
Eyes: Gold
Build: Athletic-slender
Clothes and Equipment: Hand crafted leather armor
Fur lined, brown cloak
Fur lined boots
Soft, white tunic and leggings
Compound Bow
Deer Antler Bow
Hand crafted arrows in a quiver
Two daggers
Formal described by post
Player's online availability : Unsure for now
Registered: Jan 13, 2015 13:21:30 GMT -8
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Post by Countess Camilla Blake on Oct 20, 2016 10:36:51 GMT -8
"I won't pretend to know if that is true or not, my love..." She felt so much nicer after a long soak. It did much to loosen muscle knots that didn't help the pain. She wasn't particularly hungry but forced herself to eat as much as she could, thinking of her daughter's life more than hers.
She was hungrier than she thought, for the food was gone pretty fast. "In reality, it might never happen... and that is not me being a pessimist, love... It's very painful to walk. I nearly passed out from taking a few steps. My left foot has no feeling, either."
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Count Devrin Blake
Dedicated
Roleplay posts: 269
Age: 28
Physical Description: Standing a little over 6 feet tall, Blake is tall for an air marine. He has rugged features, a light stubble, and straight brown hair. His single remaining eye is brown in color. He is in excellent shape being a military man.
Clothes and Equipment: Standard air marine captain's uniform, and a cutlass.
Registered: Mar 9, 2016 15:41:30 GMT -8
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Post by Count Devrin Blake on Oct 20, 2016 10:43:56 GMT -8
Those words hurt Blake though he tries not to show it. Instead, he keeps a smile on his as he responds. "I guess I will just have to pretend it's true for the both of us." He laughs a little at his joke and then leans in to plant a gentle kiss on her brow. He needed her like a fish needed water, like a plant needed the sun, but seeing her like this hurt him. He hopes the king can find a healer soon, though again he isn't sure if any healer can fix what was wrong with her. "Just keep trying love, don't ever give up."
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Countess Camilla Blake
Dedicated
Princess of Medan
Roleplay posts: 496
Age: 29
Physical Description: Race: Human
Hair: Red-gold
Eyes: Gold
Build: Athletic-slender
Clothes and Equipment: Hand crafted leather armor
Fur lined, brown cloak
Fur lined boots
Soft, white tunic and leggings
Compound Bow
Deer Antler Bow
Hand crafted arrows in a quiver
Two daggers
Formal described by post
Player's online availability : Unsure for now
Registered: Jan 13, 2015 13:21:30 GMT -8
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Post by Countess Camilla Blake on Oct 20, 2016 11:09:40 GMT -8
"I... don't know. I've been trying so hard but..." She sighed and set her empty bowl aside, "I'm just tired right now. I've got to stay calm for our babe, aye?" She rested her palm on her belly, then said, "She is my priority. I'm so scared she'll be hurt or will die within me if I push too much."
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Count Devrin Blake
Dedicated
Roleplay posts: 269
Age: 28
Physical Description: Standing a little over 6 feet tall, Blake is tall for an air marine. He has rugged features, a light stubble, and straight brown hair. His single remaining eye is brown in color. He is in excellent shape being a military man.
Clothes and Equipment: Standard air marine captain's uniform, and a cutlass.
Registered: Mar 9, 2016 15:41:30 GMT -8
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Post by Count Devrin Blake on Oct 20, 2016 11:21:32 GMT -8
"That's a fair point." Blake nods as he moves a hand down to her belly, smiling as he feels the babe within give a little kick. He moves the tray and the dirty dish on it off the bed setting them outside the door for a servant to pick up. It was odd how quickly he'd gotten used to servants, perhaps it's because he'd always had family helping out like the servants did now. He gets into his night clothes, though it is earlier than he normally turns in, and then crawls into bed with Camilla. He drags her into the circle of his arms and murmurs softly into her hair. "It will all turn out well in the end my love, so long as we are together how could it be otherwise?"
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Countess Camilla Blake
Dedicated
Princess of Medan
Roleplay posts: 496
Age: 29
Physical Description: Race: Human
Hair: Red-gold
Eyes: Gold
Build: Athletic-slender
Clothes and Equipment: Hand crafted leather armor
Fur lined, brown cloak
Fur lined boots
Soft, white tunic and leggings
Compound Bow
Deer Antler Bow
Hand crafted arrows in a quiver
Two daggers
Formal described by post
Player's online availability : Unsure for now
Registered: Jan 13, 2015 13:21:30 GMT -8
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Post by Countess Camilla Blake on Oct 20, 2016 11:35:38 GMT -8
"Aye," she agreed, though her brow remained puckered as she settled against his chest...
She didn't sleep much that night, for her mind was crawling with memories she had been locked from while possessed by the ghost of her ancestor. She'd likely be forever haunted by what happened. She eventually quietly got helped into a hot bath again and told the maidservants she'd ring when she was ready...
She stared up at the ceiling for the rest of the night, though relaxed into sleep off and on, only waking to replace chilled water with warm throughout the night. It was the most comfortable she had been in the days since coming home. She came out eventually... Some time in the wee hours of the morning before sunup.
Camilla waited until she was alone with Blake again before tracing his scar with the tip of her finger. She then nuzzled his neck and kissed along the scruff, trying to wake him. Her mouth eventually found his for a hungry kiss, and if that didn't wake him either, she would persist.
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Count Devrin Blake
Dedicated
Roleplay posts: 269
Age: 28
Physical Description: Standing a little over 6 feet tall, Blake is tall for an air marine. He has rugged features, a light stubble, and straight brown hair. His single remaining eye is brown in color. He is in excellent shape being a military man.
Clothes and Equipment: Standard air marine captain's uniform, and a cutlass.
Registered: Mar 9, 2016 15:41:30 GMT -8
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Post by Count Devrin Blake on Oct 20, 2016 11:45:09 GMT -8
Blake stirred restlessly when she left their bed to sleep in the bath but didn't wake up. He was tired and slept with only some tossing and turning for want of her presence. When her touch trailed across his sleeping form he sleepily wraps his arms around her, not fully waking until her lips find his in a hungry kiss. He doesn't open his eyes, but he kisses her back matching her hungry with his own. After a long wonderful moment he breaks the kiss and looks at her with half lidded eyes.
"Good morning."
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